Sunday Night into Monday Evening
Still in work at the moment. Longing for something else... God my demons came
back to haunt me last night - the usual: financial, health etc. Thoughts that can
really fuck me up for a while. At least I calmed down a bit and managed to sleep...
Work still is the most boring part of my day. I'd love to gain my enthusiasm back
for the gym but just don't have the energy. Lethargy is a passion killer!!

And so it begins...
God, I think I really needed this outlet...diaries have always bored me
(too much effort, so little time). At least I can now publish on the fly and
hopefully retain some of my sanity that's been slipping away lately!
What a week - turned 27 on 30 April - hate the uneven numbers...
Hope this year will be better than last...
2001 was a personal hell for me... went through such a range of emotions
that would even embarrass a Vulcan! It's Sunday already and post-P's party.
Held through it pretty well... but then again it's what I do best.
Crap work in a couple of hours...more sitting around, entering mind-numbing tests...
More later...